you had to do some horrible things to survive. we didnt want to hurt others, we didnt want to bite back, nobody wanted to do what must be done to protect ourselves - and our future. we had to fight, we had to run, we had to hide. we had nothing left to eat, what were we supposed to do.. starve?! my kids were suffering from a fever, my family was being weakened by the walls created upon us - nobody was coming to fix the problem because they consider us the problem. my body was aching, my throat felt like glass coated each lining, I couldnt swallow anything for weeks - not without the horrific pain it brought. I wanted to give up, but i couldnt. nobody could stop me from protecting my family, and I will ensure it wont until im dead. speaking of, I think I can hear something outside - loud hissing, maybe its help - maybe we wont die after all!