Foxism vol. 1 - Behind The Tracks.

Foxism; the bastardization of pre-established normalicies complacent in musical, artistic, and fashion-wise artforms.

1. the story of fox / introduction: this is the beginning of this chapters exploration. I like to think im flowing through old memories slowly decending into reality once more. This is Foxism.

2. a love song by dakota: this song spawned after a night of listening to "the boys are back in town (to kill you)" hours away from home. Its about unrequited love, the obsessive thoughts that things can be better if you had another chance, neither are positive, the song sounds happy on the outside unlike the lyrics and its mixing, unclear and fucked up.

3. internet lovesick: this is thematically set on a computer, digitalized heartbreak amongst the screensaver. Nostalgia of a period of time I can barely recall as much. My false copy of those memories.

4. before i met you, my life didnt mean much: this is a personal song, born from the desire to be loved despite the perceived cruelites this world has put them through.

5. dreams are a lie and im living proof of it: my mother always wants me to work on more acoustic sounding music, im not as confident in my guitar playing so i used a guitar sample, whatever i could get my hands on from sources, and fl mobile to create this song about the acceptance that moving on is difficult but worth the effort. Ive always mentally struggled with heartbreak if its not obvious enough.

6. who said sad music had to sound sad: this is actually a remix of an original unreleased song I made months before the release, the original was very minimal. Maybe I will release it one day, where it will make sense.

7. im killing all ur friends cuz they piss me off: synth-pop for cyberfoxes, reimagine a time where we didnt give up the europop 2006-2012 era, my idea of what that moment in time meant to me from the computer I used, pop culture, memes, and my desire to create europop.

8. please dont lie to me, its hard enough: a simple synthetic song about truth and lies and enduring reality. I was feeling hopeless at the time of writing it.

9. days like this make me lose control: this song is my interpertation of how repeative life can get if you focus on it, how it can be a pain in the ass, and how it always feels like im the only one in my uniquely flawed boat. Half of it is about letting loose and getting though that shit, enduring once more.

10. a song that was lost to time: this was made in 2019, this is some emo house inspired music- i really couldnt classify it as anything but that, oh and a bit of that europop spice amongst it. My little monologue at the end was really how it felt seeing my fanbase at the time growing, it was an important moment for me.

11. concepts of reality: the big grandious song, i tried to make something that felt hopeful. To embrace the chaos that life is, the reality im in, and the person I aspire to become regardless of what ive been through.

12. when god closes her eyes, what does she see: hyper self destructive dance fauxpop, headbang and jump to this song and feel it in your soul and feet.

13. wannabe hero: a song about those moments where your high off your ass faded in someones house party, your freakin but youre also tryin to have as much fun possible.

14. love me one more time: when i was young, i had this old fm radio ipod charging station. every late night id turn into the local stations to hear them playing these techno, and europop inspired tracks. This song came from that moment in time, putting myself in that space again and just falling into the music and embracing the imagination.

15. hallway massacre: this song is a remake of the original song on my bandcamp, now this song is very fucking emo and insensitive on purpose because of the treatment i endured during highschool, being accused of being a school shooter cause of my apperance and quiet attitude. After two years of enduring it, I felt like i needed to making something of the unjust identity i was unfortunatly got, and this is where this song comes from- that teenage anger towards not having the ability to shake it off me and the people who bullied. I was just upset, and tried my damnest to make them change outlook, had to do something productive with that angst i felt.

16. i dont remember who you were: a self reflection using lyrics from a song released in my first album "WTF is Hyperpop?" representing the growth and differences of what once was.

17. i want to forget ur gone: a melancholic ending, a farewell to this chapter.

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