What am I doing with my life?
I sometimes ponder such a stupid question, even though ive only been alive for 20 years.
But I have good reason behind such lunacy, reasons for my dwindling sanity. Ive experienced things nobody that age should've experienced, Ive seen the split in
our world - the ultimate divide between justice and captialism.

What do I have to do to prove myself to everyone?
Ive given my ultimate sacrifice for my family, my friends, and those who deserve such treatment. Ive taught those who asked, not out of dubious greed, but as help
and for the greater good. Ive tried to redeem myself for my failures, write my wrongs right, yet im still suffering from the torement of the social climate
of lonesome and detached behaviours we've all become to accustom to over these hard years of living.

Is it wrong to feel anger about where I am in life?
Is it okay for my privilleged ass to complain about the bigger picture?
I dont know, But I hope whatever comes next isnt anymore painful than it already is.

-@azhfurr